Besdies, where would I go? I wouldn't know where to start. A small townhouse in a nice upper-class area of the city, quite but close to the subway. White tile kitchen, small, dark outside but it's summer so it's more like sun down, the paper boy goes by and throws a paper on your lawn, maybe it's morning. Still you can't imagine the upper-floor of your home, you look up the oak stained steps but all you see is darkness. Your kids come home, you don't really know them, they're blurry. Like the time (it's been dark outside all day but it hasn't rained) she took your etch-a-sketch and shook it. You had drawn a beautiful city and you were proud. She was always jealous of your accomplishments. "Let me show you something" she says as she takes the red square out of your hands. "No,don't" you say, you try to tell her you know when you shake it, it gets erased. Still, she shakes it, your art, your city. That city could never be rebuilt, it was a one of a kind. A series of random lines that could never be reproduced. Remember playing in the playground outside? There was lots of grass out side, but still you stayed mostly on the pavement. You walk by everyday, but don't visit. In fact you're already forgetting what it used to look like inside. You must have walked through there a billion times. It's funny how you forget things that aren't important. So why are things that seem unimportant, are so clear in your mind. They happened yesterday. You wish you could change the past, help yourself out. It's amazing how people try to slow you down even when you're young. They know you're going to be the person that will topple their empire. Their empire, it's not much. So you're reading a magazine, and you wonder how come advertising always seems to get to you. If you didn't pretend to follow advertising, people that do advertising would've have jobs then they couldn't support what ever you do (be it fast food or selling tires). We could always find other work. You don't rely on others? You're independant? You're not, face it. Nice global economy, it's good you're smart, what was the point again? Hey, check it out, you're skidding. Maybe you should stand up and walk. People take vacations to far off exotic lands, people there would rather be where you're comming from. Atleast where you come from you can be free, vote, wash with soap. Vote, for the guy that represents you. we can't all be represented. people should fend for themselves like animals. We're animals. Nice tools, do they do the job? Good all you need is the flat-head screw driver. If we lived in space what would the point of earth be? If we're so great lets go somewhere where our kind is respected. Thats your problem, people don't respect you, and how important you are to the scheme of things. Listen to the same song a lot? Sometimes you're afraid of listening to it too much because you're afraid you'll get sick of it and not want to listen to it. Don't worry, you won't get sick of it, everyone else will. Listen to it quietly, loudly will give you a headache. You're just starting, yet you seem to be winning the race. School, good concept, teach instead of leting people think for themselves. You'd forget it all if you didn't depend on it so much. Technology is moving so fast, You can't wait to see what's at the finish line. Probably Cancer. You wanted all that stuff for Christmas. What good does it all do you now? Maybe you should've asked for money. What was the point of sexual conquest? So you could keep your code in the gene pool. It's already there, lots of other people have blue eyes brown hair are your's going to make a differece? Save yourself the effort, live on an island where it storms alot. At least it's more exciting. You're afraid of bugs, because they bite. Your teeth are bigger, maybe it's time we bite back. Fighting will get you no where, everyone knows it does. People just say that. Who are these "People"? You're "People" aren't you, how come it seems like you never have a say in anything? Making your voice heard through media, nice hair. You forgot your message didn't you? Better not make things too complicated, you may miss your target market (everyone). So easy even a child can do it. Children are stupid face it, you learn from your mistakes, you've made alot of mistakes, children haven't. Age defines how many mistakes you've done. People read and wonder "What's the point of this, this is crazy!" Why? Because it took a second to read? Because it's truthful, or not truthful depending on whatever you believe in. Alot of people pretend to read but yell what they think (you noticed). Reading, good idea, read other people's mistakes so you don't make them, your age goes higher with out aging.